Sunday, July 31, 2011

Hope you know this ain't easy for me.
Can't breathe without you but, I have to.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

I took a look at my new home this afternoon.

Cleaned it up, looked out of the windows... & thought of you.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

"When you hit rock bottom, the only way is up."

The past few days i've been trying to occupy myself with things, or even people, that can possibly bring happiness back to me.
've been so bloody busy till i haven't had the time to update on what i've been up to, apart from cooping myself up in my room drenching the pillows.

With Abby at Haji laneTime with Andrew during our getaway.
Apart from that he came to pick me from tuition two days back, & we talked about what happened in Zouk (for him) and Zirca (for me) the night before. Hilarious stories and a late afternoon well spent. He then drove me to meet the best friend for some HK cafe talk.

Friday marked my last day in Great Eastern.
Awesome colleagues, priceless friendships.
They surprised me with a Lacoste iphone cover & a sumptuous treat at Olio!

The next day I woke up bright and early to remedy the past week of misery.
& of course, it was Halle and ShuZhen who accompanied me to the Zoo!
In 2 weeks the 3 of us could sing "Single Ladies" together. I'm still wondering whether sadness' actually contagious.
But whatever it is, strong girls are beautiful girls!

Had an amazing afternoon with the two babes there. Felt a little deprived of childhood but hey, we'll do anything to take away the pain. We even indulged in some ice slush sold there as well as some KOI before we reached in attempt to cheer ourselves up.

I rushed home that Saturday, showered, & changed into something more appropriate for the night. Had some starting drinks w Janise my tutor at Clinic! Hoegarden, Corona, Mojito, Vodka Cran.. We settled at Clinic since we wanted somewhere quiet to start the night.

We then joined Abby at Zirca! It was fun clubbing with my tutor and i love how she's exactly like me. Drank a hell lot that night. Really had to thank Jacob for coming down to check on me, and tolerating my drunk bullshit. I'm still guilty about pouring beer all over him. & he still held my bag, my heels, and cabbed me to my bus stop where Andrew was.

Thank the heavens for bestowing all these good friends in my life.
Won't ever know what i'll be without such samatarians.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Woke up this morning with eyes all puffy and swollen. The next thing I'd realised, my pillow was drenched in tears again.
I gathered the strength and started to delete only some pictures in my phone.

While I prepared to leave the house I looked into the mirror and realised that my make up could cover up almost all my sadness.

It's a rather good pretense.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Beyond all the stars above, i still find no answer.

The past 4 days i've been spending so much time with you.
Things felt the same.
This morning.. reality hit me.
Never been hurt so badly before. But its okay.
Don't reproach yourself.
Because after all you think you've done wrong, i'll still never be able to bring myself to hate you.

Won't ever bear to.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Times like this I feel a tad bit better.
But such times pass way too quickly.

Whatever it is, thank God for this sweet redemption.
Oh the little joys of love...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Great people at Great Eastern

A part of last Saturday was well spent thanks to my two favourite colleagues!

Feasting at Crystal Jade was sooooo awesome because nothing we ordered wasn't up to standard. Yumz!

The ladies!

Hahaha can't stand Wee Min he's always this retarded. Unglam shots are still my ultimate favourite.
Kinda miss Valerie for that hahahaha. One of our few proper photos. hehe

Despite seeing them 5 days a week; sitting beside Shuzhen and constantly talking to Weemin on Instant messaging for 8 hours daily.. spending an early Saturday night with the both of them makes the rough week of work all worthwhile.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Right person wrong time.

Just gonna be a little hurdle.
No feat.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Sun, Sand & Sea

Girls in the pool!
Magaritas, Beer, & Long Island Tea in the afternoon sun

cooling off

Good company

Cheers to an excellent Sunday!

Thursday, July 07, 2011

Times like these i just don't... feel right.

Wanna break out of living up to people's expectations, wanna subvert all conventions and norms, wanna find the way back to myself.
I guess after going through a phase so detached from warmth i grapple with a heated heart.

But there's also this possibility of retaining my old self while renewing certain perspectives in life, right?

Am i even making any sense?

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

Looking back at old pictures do bring back a hell load of nostalgia..

Missing the good ol' times definitely