Sunday, November 27, 2011

Just had a hearty dinner w my parents and the boyfriend. About to head out for shopping w his parents now!

On a side note, 1 day to holiday w Ben!
Too hyped. Thanks B for sponsoring my accommodation/ transport, & Daddy for giving me cash for the expenses.

Ultra happy girl!

Friday, November 25, 2011

So, so exhausted.

But I'm sure the short getaway's gonna be rejuvenating.
3 more days!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Today's been a terrible day, but thank God for everyone.

R.I.P Granny, i'm sure you've left for a better place.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Wanna go back to the days when i had no academic role to play.

I hate reading. I hate studying. I hate exams.

Please do not recycle the lines you've once used on me on your new girlfriend.
Not cool, dude.

& because i hate to be all sneaky about how i feel?
Here you go. The truth.

Monday, November 21, 2011

The lingering melancholy isn't doing anything any good.
The best friend who's beautiful in every way.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

There's something about school I particularly like albeit the distance from home, from my family, from the conveniences of a 20 year old.

It's the unexplainable sense of liberation, not from the constrains of discipline but from the ephemeral isolation of oneself.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Don't remember anything 'cept for myself falling asleep in your arms.

& for keeping me safe, warm, and comfortable, I love you.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I'm now glad I've let you go, because not only do I just have to put in my best effort again- I am reciprocated with somebody way better.

& to let you feel the pain just a lil' more?
He's the guy you wish you could be.

The only difference: you only whined about your predicament & get all upset when you hear planes fly.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Up early on a bright Tuesday morning: almost swallowing breakfast entirely only because i slept the hunger away just 5 hours ago.

Found this pic on myspace posted a few years back haha! Good ol' times with the cousin. Hope you're enjoying yourself in Thailand!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

In school on a Sunday afternoon reading an American novel authored by Twain.
With heavy lids and throbbing temples one cannot explain how I would love for time to fly right now.

The exam pressure's winning it's battle against my own comfort.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

11/11/11 was a day well spent.
Nothing too elaborate for Ben's birthday celebration: yummy dinner at a restaurant, movie, then impromtu supper and a long walk back to school after everything.

The next morning.. I woke up to a pretty bouquet of pink roses.
Because i had changed the location to meet he had the bouquet delivered to the new destination. The delivery man screwed up and had to deliver it personally the next day so..... here it is at Nanyang Technological University.

& now he's fast asleep, dead beat from waiting for the bouquet's arrival since early morning in fear that i'll catch him leaving the room suspiciously =)

Friday, November 11, 2011

Amidst the struggle to keep up with revision, i find myself conciously kept happy at the expense of others.

These pillars of strength keep me going. They fuel me in this race against time.
& with all gratitude i just wanna say... Thank God for all of you.

1. Daddy and Mummy
For being more than just good parents: confidante, friends, advisors.

2. Ben
You doing everything with me in mind.

3. April & Ezra
Just being unexplainably, irreplaceable best friends.

4. Taj & Jieying & Dom
The little things all of you do to keep me going in school.

5. Shuzhen
For giving me a dose of love and appreciation every now and then.

Really wouldn't know what i'll do without all of you.

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Up late into the night again.

Today felt longer than usual. Had a quick breakfast before i swam all the stress away.
I guess my melancholy dissolved after those tears were submerged underwater.

In a state so broken and frail i wish the emotional proximity could bring us even closer.

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

A constant infringement of the limits of my body clock's taking a toll on me.
I need proper meals, i need my beauty sleep...

& i need you.

Friday, November 04, 2011

I like intellectual men who are not boring, too meticulous, or arrogant.

I like intellectual men who are humorous, adaptable, and confident.

& everything else doesn't matter anymore.

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Wednesday, November 02, 2011


Can love still manifest in the face of all these considerations?