Sunday, April 29, 2012

In secrecy I declare

They said that love is perfect
so flawless
when you have so much fun
amidst nothing, nothing at all

Trading everything else
for each other, just each other
Giving up what was important
for each other, just each other

Doing almost every thing
you can
things you never knew you would ever do
just for him, just for him

That you'll never know what love really is

That you'll never know what love really is

People say
 "The grass is always green on the other side
Love is a journey
 a roller coaster ride
you go through inevitable ups and downs"

A refinement:
 Love is when you walk hand-in-hand
go through it all
brace the winds and storms
and still emerge as victors after it all

A Priscilla Luo Original

Friday, April 27, 2012

Singapore literature & culture.

1 last paper before I'm freed from academic stress for 3 months!
Took a short break: had some fun with the cousins at kovan residences' penthouse -- 2 hours of jacuzzi at our balcony after gym!

So glad to have that unit bought as our "holiday condo" before really renting it out in a few years..

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Today I was a terrible terrible girlfriend.

I couldn't get the concepts into my head, vented all the frustration on Ben, and demanded that everything he did was wrong.

I was an unreasonable, unreasonable, girlfriend.

"Please baby don't be angry with me? I'm really sorry baby.." Was all you said to comfort me.

Then after my paper I was in a terrible, terrible mood.

I did badly (for the first time my confidence failed me) -- bad enough to pull me down by a class honors.

But you were there. You brought me to a corner, hugged me tightly, and said you'll do everything you can to give me the life I want. You promised to try your best. You persuaded me to free my time from tuition and that you will top up the money I don't earn.

That all you want is for me to not cry..

I love you, really do!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Trying to pry my eyelids open as I sit here at the 4th hour with 6 hours of sleep and 4 hours of studying prior to tuition.

The incoherence is obviously due to my saturated brain....

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

A Wicked Surprise

Lunch i cooked for the boy : )

Monday, April 16, 2012

I feel terrible.
Every part of me is breaking down.
But I need to contain this.

I need to control myself.
I don't have the nicest eyes
The sharpest nose
The straightest set of teeth
The rosiest cheeks
The highest cheekbones
The prettiest smile
I don't have the face of a beauty

I don't have the smallest waist
The long slender legs
The perky ass
The petite shoulders
The fair skin
The long nails
I don't have the body of a supermodel

I don't have the sharpest of tongue
The kindness in me
The innate instinct to help others
The natural inclination to care
The best temper
The honesty and righteousness
I don't have the personality of a saint

But you, you make me feel like I'm everything I don't have in reality.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Made some fresh mango ice cream for Ben's & my family! Yeah spent our Friday night doing stuff as such when my first paper's only 6 days away.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Time to start the battle with my books!
First paper in exactly a week's time and me being me, will obviously start only now.

On another note, wicked the musical was awesome! Will do a separate post on the surprise as soon as I get my life (if any left) over and done with this semester.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

You can say that nothing much has changed since a year back and now. & i'm pretty glad how things stay the same. Almost, at least? Even if anything did change, i guess it's always for the better.


Friday, April 06, 2012

Up into the night writing (possibly) the toughest essay in my life while I watch Ben try to pry his eyelids open by taking showers, playing games etc etc...

Just to keep me company :*)
& of course wait for me to lie asleep in his arms again.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Me: "Wah seems like everyone's watching Wicked the Musical!"

* 5 minutes later *

Ben: "Baby I bought tickets to Wicked next wednesday! Will take off k :) "

Me: "OMG Gail say Tues 30% off for students!!"

Ben: "Next Wednesday is a special day what ^^"

* 2 minutes lag*


Hehehe such bliss to be loved by you :')

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

It feels great when I've got Xavier, Gail & Grace to rely on in school <3 <3 <3

Monday, April 02, 2012

So glad to have you.
Really won't know what i'll do without someone like you..
Supportive in every decision i make,
Understanding when things become unfair for you,
Appreciative even for the smallest things that i do.
Reciprocate immeasurably...

What more can i ask for in Love?

Sunday, April 01, 2012

Occupied with so much work:
2 research papers
1 final assignment
1 presentation
exams (in 3 weeks)
tuition (despite already taking a break from 2 outta 5 students)

1 more month & everything will be over!