Friday, July 27, 2012

Feeling tired. Feeling good.
Feeling the good kinda tired.

Swam, jacuzzi, and sauna-ed at Singapore Swimming Country Club last night AND this morning.

Dim sum lunch with the babe was awesome but we now have an awful tan despite spamming a tube of sunscreen.

: (

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Today was extremely fruitful: met up with the ex-roomie in the afternoon, then the best JC mates at night.

Nostalgic, nostalgic moments during dinner but only a SRJCian will understand. Only a SRJCian from 1A01'09 =)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

12 midnight and im bawling my eyes out.
So many problems with school, with tuition, with everything in life.

Wish i could say "Where are you when i needed you the most?"

But i'll just say "Now i know how much i need you with me."

I really miss you wiping away my tears, saying "Hush, hush, i'm here for you. Don't cry baby.. come, i pat you to sleep okay?" Thereafter you put your sinewed arms below my neck and i sleep warm throughout the night. You tuck the sheets under my feet and plant a kiss on my forehead before you fall into slumber.

I miss you so bad.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Holding Out

Remember these?
The small fragments of our relationship that makes a big part of us.

I definitely miss you, but I'm holding out. I'm holding out the strongest I can be; I have ever been.

Hold out (adverb)
- to last or endure
- to wait patiently or uncompromisingly for the fulfillment of one's demands
- to continue to resist or stand firm

Thursday, July 19, 2012

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

I'll be right beside you, dear.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Spent almost my entire Sunday giving tuition.

The "almost" was cos I spent 4 hours with some of the cousins baking cookies and lemon bars!! It was planned within 10 mins and we all reached our glamorous hideout at Kovan residences' penthouse half an hour later.

It was good fun!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

No Skype but I'll get through this! : )

Because next time, when you become the pilot you wanna be, I'll have to bear with much more of your absence. & I'll definitely do that for your passion, your dream.

Goodbye mr pilot trainee, boyfriend, best friend, and whatever else that you call me.
See you in October! <3

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

We're 2 days away to the start of our long distance relationship.
I'm nervous, scared, yet excited for what may come and of course, exhilarated for you being able to fulfill your dream.
It's gonna be a long way ahead, but i know for every period we'll be distant from one another, we'll grow to become stronger as a couple.

Was never someone too strong.
But i look up to my sister and the relationship she is in with her fighter pilot fiancee, and try to be someone stronger.

Thursday, July 05, 2012

Paris, France

When people think of France, people think of Paris. When people think of Paris, people think of Eiffel Tower.
But anyway, it was freezing in France! Do not be deceived by what we were wearing cos we were all underdressed for the weather haha.
"Summer what should be ok" But it was about 12 degrees with strong winds?!
Had to borrow Clifford's big jacket before i froze haha.

 We took a cab down to Eiffel tower at night to see it litted up in it's full glamour.
 So pretty! Gulped beer and ate my hot dog bread while we sat by the Sine River. Awesome time!

At daybreak we continued drinking. Heyyyy it's Europe!
Bought a bottle of champagne and Jessie got really drunk hahaha!

Paris will always be Paris. Full of fun, nightlife, alcohol, and more fun.

Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Planted a kiss on your face while you rest in deep slumber. Your deep breathing warmed my cheeks and... at daybreak the reverse will happen.

Monday, July 02, 2012

Ben's staying at my place for the next week just cos practicality precedes desirability. Hehe ok excuses. But it's to a great extent true!

He's been posted to paya lebar air base (so much nearer to my place) before he leaves to Australia next week for his pilot training.

In the kitchen tonight: heart-shaped pasta with herbed salmon!
Brussels, Belgium

I remember once staying in Belgium for a good 6 weeks. Together come the vague memories of huge castles with scary dungeons and wild swans on the marshes and lakes. I remember vividly, however, my sister and i eating off a huge chocolate-made Santa figure, and by the 6th week we were only at the neck of it -- we never had sweet tooths.

But this time, Belgium seemed all different.

 Nope not just strawberries and cheap breezer. We had good chinese food!
I was disapproving of having chinese food in a western country (always believed that we should eat what the locals eat), but Alvin convinced me that the duck there is really DAMN nice.
And it was!
 Yes, castles still...
But an entirely different experience.
They don't feel so..... intimidating anymore.
 Always thought that the Belgium streets resembled those of the Eastern European's lololol.