Thursday, September 27, 2012

I was drawn back to nature at an instant. Everything I felt below my feet were similar yet different. They were all part of nature, maybe just like how I am. Yet, their texture all varied. The grass as pricky as needles, the bricks rough like coarse sand, and the steel surface of the drains hard but smooth, warm under the sun. I avoided those big, red ants crawling around in clusters. But I knew I cannot avoid what's part of nature. They're all around anyway. I can never escape from anything that is in some sense "bigger" than I am, can I?

Sunday, September 23, 2012


Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Don't know what else to say but that we are so much more in love now than before

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Been the busiest bee ever! My weekend was crazy but so fun. The kinda fun I am deprived from so terribly.

Spent my Friday night meeting Ben's Air Grading course mates and his pilot instructor over some alcohol before some of us left for 1-Altitude rooftop club. Awesome night!

Woke up the next day for the BFF meal at Soup Spoon with Andrea! We then went to Nevin's birthday party where I finally got the chance to meet so many good friends from my JC. A little awkward at the beginning cos the party was made up of what.... 5 girls 50 guys? You get the ratio. Thank God Ben picked Andrea and I and sent us home after that :')

All prepped up for the week ahead!

Monday, September 10, 2012

Recently, i realised that i'm very much less of a beer-drinker now.
It took me awhile to come to terms with that -- both physically and mentally -- how my body refuses to take in any more than that 0.5l of Dark Munich, or how a girl brought up drinking beer has her face warm and slightly flushed after consuming less than half of what she usually does.

Also recently, i drank a bottle of Moscato Rose with my boyfriend within half an hour. Yes it's rather low in alcohol content but i was never a fan.....
Odd how tastes change.

Then most recently i went to a club with my friend, and drank as much as i could; it was difficult to get even semi-high that day. Walked out of the club all bored and not the least tired... and even read upon reaching home.

What's up with this 21 year old body?
Half-reluctant to enter into adulthood?

Sunday, September 02, 2012

Oh btw, haven't been blogging the past week cos I've been super super busy with school, tuition, and of course meeting Ben!!!!! Yes he's back and will only leave again in the later part of this year.

Maybe I've been leisurely reading too much of Decartes' work, but I'm starting to agree with his somewhat skewed psychological perceptions and Freudian-like theories.

Often i wonder whether I really do exist. It's... What people often call a "mindfuck" question. Then people argue so much using Darwinian theory and what not... But like Descartes has said, isn't the act of wondering over your existence a confirmation of it itself?

For some thought.