Tuesday, November 27, 2012

You can say that I'm rather lazy, or actually in all honesty very lazy relative to my friends. Yes yes I need to buck up this semester's really a chance for my GPA to do a high jump. It is indeed tiring, but like athletics we all get more tries and this attempt will not be my last.

But things been looking good recently, lighting up more parts of my very dark, hopeless academic life. I need to start aiming, and more importantly, start believing in myself.

Because I've been proving wrong to everyone who said that "a retainee can never go JC. Oh made it? Lousy JC. Oh managed to go university? Lousy course".


Sunday, November 25, 2012

This is thus far the best days of university life. Not the academic aspect of it, or the kind of fun I used to get staying in hall, but the simplicity of meeting these 4 other friends almost everyday, helping each other in any way we can, making my day better when it's bad, and taking moments off from the work load when it seems all impossible to smile.

Love you guys!

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Exactly 10 days to the examinations & i'm feeling all jittery cos my first two papers fall on the same day, and they are the two modules i know least about.
I've gotten 2 modules (drama & creative writing) done since they're non-examinable modules. Thank God. I hope to score at least a A- for both....?

Madness in Lit essay was returned yesterday and honestly it was rather disappointing, because us all 3 lit students expected a better grade for an elective. This teacher is just crap cos she obviously doesn't know what a lit essay should be like.... She even asked us how many pages we should write during the exam. Really?

Hai whatever it is, things for literary theory mod's looking up cos i'm starting to understand more, and i just need to START reading my business law notes. ASAP.


Sunday, November 11, 2012

I know, I know. This page has turned into an outlet for me to vent all whiny frustration. You can't blame me if all that's circling around my life is stress and work.....

Ok well not all. I do have fun, and I still haven't become a robot.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

AS someone who loves efficiency and productivity through and through it is quite difficult to accept that i have to delay Ben's birthday plans as well as our 1st year anniversary. It is difficult also because i love celebrating, and especially love celebrating occasions with people i love.

This issue cannot be entirely resolved because of this obsession on my part. But things are made a lot better with somebody who understands, that at this point in the year nothing is really more important or concrete than getting the grades right.