Friday, October 18, 2013

It's been 4 years. 

My little heart wrenches but I am glad and excited for you. 

There's no need to erase the memories of our past, and I acknowledge that you'll forever remain as someone special to me. I'm glad Ben understands and accepts how I feel. 

You've given me too much, and I've taken too much that I do not deserve at that time.I hope this time round, you'll find someone deserving of your kindness, and your love. 

You are a good man, just not right for me and vice versa. I wish you in finding a good woman too. 


Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Weeks are going by but the mundanity of life is killing me. Only motivation to plough through the routines is the knowledge that time is passing, and I'll soon be able to touch your face and whisper "good morning" into your ears at daybreak.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

What is the hectic essay writing period without some beer? 

So, I took my Monday night off work and decided to let my hair down with some great-tasting draft beer. Doesn't help that the festivity of Oktoberfest evokes a more celebratory mood in me! 

Apart from being more busy with essays, I am slowly less busy with work too, because the non-tertiary academic year is soon coming to an end and my students are graduating one after another.

It's certainly a great sense of relief, and a big burden off my shoulders, but I'll definitely miss the intense lessons and moments of joy and laughter. As much as I do complain about how tiring or draining it is, I do enjoy teaching individuals, simply cos I can track their progress and it gives me a greater sense of responsibility (and maybe satisfaction too). 

I guess that answers whether I'm intending to join MOE or not.

Saturday, October 05, 2013

Sorry for the exceptionally long hiatus. One thing worth mentioning is that for the first time in 2013, I had a 6 day no tuition, no school break. It was amazing! 

Fav people in my life apart from my family: 

Thank you all for loving someone like me :')